~ Meditation ~

One’s entire life is but a single meditation from start to end, where every action is an offering and every thought a prayer. One’s life is but one’s view (yearning) of Self/God. This is meditation. This chapter does not refer to this type of meditation, but rather to the techniques (of concentration) that I personally use to enter the Heavens.

Notice though that the Heavens, like this world, is of pure glamour – an illusion. Being truly Spiritual has nothing at all to do with the Spiritual Kingdoms per se. It has only to do with being Oneself. Having said this though, going through the process of going to the Heavens may be a necessary step in attaining to the one’s True Nature. For me this was the case. You see, it was only through being spiritual in this way, that I realized that the Spiritual Kingdoms were merely those Glamorous (illusionary) aspects to Myself.

I'm no fan of contemporary meditation, for much of it plays only on the mind! The techniques taught simply get the brain to play tricks on itself thereby getting it to really believe what is being visualized. Though this trickery is an essential necessary mental step, nothing real ever happens! If meditation renders anything less real than the reality of this world, then know that what is produced is false indeed, and comes from the brain alone, and not from a distinct reality!

Proper meditation is all about becoming. It is here that one becomes Oneself in fuller measure, just as one became one’s incarnate self. Becoming has everything to do with the chakras and nothing at all to do with the brain, other than:

Getting it to trigger a reality through the channeling of energy by means of thought.

Getting it to construct the various events that took place* within these centers of consciousness initially divorced from the mind.

* Sometimes the brain can lag a couple of weeks or so behind the actual experience of a center of consciousness because of the absolutely bazaar nature of the metaphysical event that took place and also the fact that time is often warped or even non-existent in those realities attained.

Only once one realizes the deceptive nature of meditation, can one actually exploit it to trick the brain into thinking that it itself is attaining to some or other consciousness. But one must continuously realize the self-deceit for what it is and use the entire fabrication of that consciousness as a “springboard” into actual consciousness, which gives rise then to a Dominant Reality. In this way one can then springboard up into the Heavens from one Reality to the next. This is the technique that I use.

Thought

Thought is absolutely essential to the process of meditation, for it is the vehicle that channels and focuses energy. The secret to proper meditation is to think the “right thoughts” by visualizing the “right kinds of things” – things that you as a person personally relate most deeply to. The entire purpose of meditation is to link your (lower) self to your (Higher) Self, and so those things that stimulate your (lower) illusionary self must come into play. This creates the right kinds of energy and ultimately the right kinds of creation by having the energy organized in specific ways.

So the way that you think will determine the exact nature of the Reality entered. If you meditate with a mind in and of this world, then the world will come to you (as it does on a daily basis – for everyday you meditate in this one single-dimensional way). If, however, you meditate with an all-encompassing Cosmic Mind, then that is what will come to you. As you can see, it all depends on what type of a person you are in the first place, and how you relate to Self/God. This relationship must first be sorted out before effective meditation can ever be accomplished!

The process of meditation is to create and destroy a reality – nothing more, nothing less. In this way, it is indeed true that the reality of this world comes to one so freely during ones time here, for, as I said, one’s entire life here is but one single meditation.

Becoming

The type of meditation that I practice is the meditation of “Becoming”. If one can understand how it is that one is here in this reality at this present moment, then one can with some ease extend this realization into other states of consciousness.

Flat Mind

The entire process of correct meditation is to go back to the point before creation, and preferably even further back, close to the point of Unorganized Consciousness (the true nature of Self/God). For this, the brain has to be so still that it is “flat” in nature. I refer to this state of consciousness as a “flat mind”. A “flat mind” is where there are no uncontrolled thoughts within the brain - where the left side of the brain is in complete harmony with the right. When the brain is balanced in this way, it automatically rises in frequency thereby affording it the opportunity to interface with those centers of consciousness operating at higher frequencies.

The Physical Position

It doesn’t matter what position you use when meditating, so long as your body is still, does not have to exert tension on itself and is not uncomfortable. Notice I did not say that your body must “be comfortable”. I said “not uncomfortable”. Being too comfortable is a distraction because the brain is tempted to become lazy by also becoming too comfortable, whilst discomfort is of course an obvious distraction.

One must also adopt a position that can be sustained for hours on end. Sometimes one goes to spiritual planes where there is little or no time, or time is warped. I once went with someone to the Plane beyond the Astral. The whole trip seemed to last just under two minutes, but when we returned, around five hours had passed. During the meditation, I was just sitting comfortably on a wall. Holy men can meditate for days on end without food and water because they go out into spaceless, timeless planes for what may seem like ten minutes, but in actual fact two or three days have passed in this world. The bodily processes are also slowed down in a technique called “suspended animation” so as to physically allow for such long periods of earthly time to pass during these sessions.

Westerns should sit on chairs as they normally do. For many, sitting in the full or even half lotus position is too uncomfortable and thus distractive. These positions have nothing at all to do with meditation, other than the fact that sexual desire is markedly reduced whilst sitting in the lotus position, and so meditation can occur for days on end without distraction.

The Role of Food

Food plays a huge role in allowing the brain to attain to certain frequencies. Because I can concentrate (academically) far better on an empty stomach, for myself it’s not possible to sustain a high vibrational frequency on a full one, let alone attain such a frequency in the first place! There is just simply far too much uncontrolled mental activity soon after eating as the brain automatically responds to the nutrition that it receives.

Also, what one eats can be detrimental to meditation. Too much or too little of anything gets the brain to operate in unbalanced ways. I find it best to attempt my meditation on an empty stomach but where there is still enough sugar in my blood to adequately fuel my brain.

Physical Items

There are certain physical items that inhibit and enhance metal focus. If I, for example, had to sit down whilst meditating, I would prefer to use a wooden or ceramic/slate chair – never leather and especially not plastic. Though seemingly dead in nature for example, for myself, leather inhibits energy flow, and so my brain has to be very still to overcome this mental blockage. So for me, it’s simply easier to meditate without it. Fire, odors, synthetic materials, tortuous shells, hair, hooves, bones, meat, horns, feathers, hides, certain stones, plants and soils, etc, all pose a blockage – since they are each in themselves portals through which energy radiates. Metal objects too get in the way of energy flow, though only they receive energy – strictly and tightly drawing it in, compacting it densely within its physical form here on earth.

Neutral objects most conducive to meditation are cotton, most stones, slate, most soils, water, and so on. Crystals, and certain sounds can help attain to a certain vibrational state of consciousness, since these are already channeled and take on form here in this world through Cosmic frequencies more readily attainable by the brain than other higher Cosmic frequencies that bring other forms to this world (like a car or TV set for example).

With training though, over time, the brain can channel all types of energy despite any item in one’s immediate physical vicinity. You see, all this blockage is strictly in the brain - where thoughts of a particular nature (the vehicles of particular types of energy interchange) are more difficult to conjure and sustain when there are other items in the immediate vicinity already giving off or receiving those same energies.

Others like to have an altar. The entire purpose of an altar is to have an object on which to mentally focus in order to still and prepare the mind for the meditation ahead. Others like to use incense, though I personally find it most distracting. Others like to use bells, symbols and gongs to align the brain.

This chapter though, teaches you none of this. There are literally thousands of books out there that will teach you all these techniques. My method, as I said is the method of Becoming, disclosed a little later on.

Meditation

My technique is no meditation per se. It is a Reality entered into. I meditate by entering a state of Presence where I am Myself fully, without any degree of reservation. One must have the right setting to permit one to spontaneously be Oneself and to sustain the vibrations of the brain required to permit this. When using my technique, conventional meditation has first to be performed in the hope of stumbling across at least a truer essence of Oneself somewhere along the line.

My technique consists of a number of steps, which I will very briefly now discuss. Greater detail can be found later in this chapter when I discuss my method of attaining to the Crown chakra. The general steps of becoming Oneself are as follows:

Setting the Scene

Do whatever it takes to “set the scene” so that you are quite happy with your surrounds. Light incense! Hit gongs! Move the furniture about until you’re happy with the overall energy of the room! Have an altar upon which to focus your brain! Turn off all the lights! Light candles! Do whatever it takes to get your mind as flat as possible!

For myself, I like a near-empty large room with all the lights off and the assurance that no one can see me. There must be lights outside to shine some light through onto the walls and ceiling. Candles and incense stimulate the senses and are thus distractions for me. Total darkness too is a distraction. That is why I prefer some dim light to shine through the window. I would also often put on my favorite music.

Raising Worldly Energy

Next, raise the worldly energy in the room itself. Walk about and visualize angels in the room, welcoming them freely. Know that all you have to do to call them is simply to think about them, for they use your thoughts as vehicles through which they (as pure energy) are channeled to this world. Don’t call specific angels, for this is glamour and will distract the brain too much. Simply open yourself up to desirable energies – those compatible with your own spiritual nature. Visualize your whole being filled with light energy. Focus this energy into your hands. Feel them getting physically warm – with the warmth creeping slowly up your arms over time. Visualize spraying the energy from out of your fingers and around the room as sparkling yellows “stars” – just like Tinkerbell!

Raising Cosmic Energy

In error, view “God” as external to and separate from yourself, just as people of the Religious Faiths view “Him”. This is, unfortunately, the easiest way for the brain to proceed with this kind of meditation, for it has, for almost its entire existence, thought only in terms of individuality. This is needed to bring you lower self into alignment.

If you already know that you and God are One, then of course this illusionary type of meditation - where God as seen as separate from you, there to energize you is but total madness; for it has no meaning – no worth! But if you don’t know that you and God are One, then proceed!

Open up to “God” – to the Warmth, to the Light! Feel the Presence of “God”! When this happens, you may well visualize this Presence, as I have, to be the Golden, All-encompassing, All-embracing, All-caring, and All-understanding Light called Love, the very Essence of Life Itself! Feel your heart (your Heart chakra) become very Warm.

Channeling and Pooling Energy

Once your heart is warm, invite “God” now as Its Angels (those same angels that you called into the room), to enter you. Visualize the angels as packages of energy entering you through your stomach and up into your Heart. Allow the angels to energize your entire body in this way, and allow this energy to build exponentially.

Feel your aura change from its usual one and a half centimeter soft glow to a spiky, rubbery, sticky, yellow aura of crackling energy. Your entire body must be completely energized in this way. This entire process takes about 40 minutes. It’s crucial in meditation to pool as much Angelic energy in your Heart chakra as possible, without a single break in focus, otherwise you have to start all over again!

Entering the Heavens

Enter the Heavens by physically lowering your head and allowing the hard, rubbery tube (like a pole-vault) of white Light to thrust through your throat and out the top of your head. This tube is a little less than 5 centimeters in diameter and occurs when all chakras are in perfect alignment.

Viewing the Heavens

Whilst in the Heavens, take a look around - observing whatever manifests. Since literally anything can manifest, I cannot, with profit, comment on this any further.

Create the Heavens

Know (something) of your True essence by understanding that consciousness gives rise to all things, and that you alone are that Consciousness. This is the meaning of Self/God. You have to be (that consciousness), for this is how things exist now, even as you read this very sentence! Your consciousness creates the page, with the ink on it, for how else does the page come to you? The page just doesn’t so happen to be there in front of you! No! Your Consciousness (Self/God) creates it for you as an expression of Itself. The page is thus how you, in this world, come to understand Yourself. It is thus a dimension (back) to Yourself. You see a page as itself because it is how you understand this one particular aspect to Yourself. If you did not understand the page in this way (as itself), you would be positively insane because you would not see the page as that same page.

Energy Acquisition

After my encounter with the Document of Creation and my resultant Spiritual Rebirth, one day when I was talking to someone, I suddenly found myself outside of my body whilst still inside of it. This was most phenomenal, and I soon termed this a “Spirit Enlargement”. I then sought to have this experience again.

One day, when I focused on this state of being, I sensed packets of freely-available energy all about within the spiritual realms - the various aspects to Myself. These packets are angels, available to be channeled and organized, in whichever way I willed. I then knew that I was quoting the Document of Creation - that everything in creation is organized energy, and that energy is organized Consciousness (Self/God).

I soon learned that co-operative energies can be termed angels (“good” aliens*) and destructive ones demons (“bad” aliens). These angels/aliens came and taught me about the process of energy acquisition, the nature of energy itself, and about vibrational being. It was here that my chakras were automatically realized.

* One thing that I have discovered is that the so-called angels that come to man are actually aliens from other dimensions. But we may as well just call them angels because, for man, they actually are! “Real” angels, like gravity for example, will hardly ever come to man (in a different way) since our vibrations differ so markedly.

The “Shivers”

We all know that certain songs can give you “the shivers”. This happens when the receptive frequency of your brain increases, allowing for the recognition of the activation and alignment of some of your subtle chakras. These energy centers are directly what energizes the flesh - giving you goosebumps and causing your hair to stand on end. After my encounter with Angelic Presence I knew that all such shivers were really initial triggers to graciously accept still further energies. Such a shiver results from increased vibrational being. It is here that one can find certain Angelic Presence. Whenever you get “the shivers” and hair standing on the back of your neck, know that the receptive frequency of your brain is increasing thereby getting your body to tingle and goosebump as a result of an energized aura.

I knew that if I could maintain this “shivering” feeling and, at the same time, receive more energy, then even more energy would ensue as more and more angels came to joyously assist in this process. It is literally like an atom bomb going off - the process commences with just one atom but rises exponentially in its fever.

Since visualization directs energy because of thought, visualization played a great role here. Back then, I didn't even know what chakras were, let alone how to activate, energize and align them. But I did inadvertently achieve chakra alignment through visualization and focus.

Quickening of the Chakras

Typically, in a realization of the chakras above the Heart chakra, energy must first be realized in the Heart chakra and then allowed to flow as it where through the Throat chakra and finally into the Third Eye and Crown chakras. When the Angels made this technique known to me on many separate occasions whilst I was in the Heavens, I indeed found a space most Glorious! After finding that space just once, it took less and less practice and effort to find it again and again.

There is this Space! It must be made known! It is the Space of the Crown chakra! To get “there”, after being fully energized in the Heart by the Direct Presence of God, I have to lower my physical head in order to get that Energy and Power to push through my Throat chakra and spill over and into the Brow chakras and finally, the Crown chakra.

Only once my head is lowered, does my physical body react to this place of conscious being (“God's” presence as the Heart chakra) by the hair on the back of my head and arms standing on end as the energy flows through my throat down the top of my back and up into the other centers of the Ethereal body in line within and around my physical head.

A triangle of rubbery, elastic yellow energy joins the back of my head with my two shoulder blades. Other centers of consciousness (subtle ones) also spring up where my temples are. It is this state of consciousness that quickly leads to the third eye plane of consciousness automatically opening up. Less subtle centers on the arms, elbows and wrists also open up as they interconnect in that order, as Prana (Life Force) saturates every region of the physical body from the neck region down.

Unless one is ready to focus with the Secondary Brow chakra by being at peace within it and allowing it to exercise its energies, it will quickly close. Only after much practice will one begin to actually “see” with it. One will indeed “see” very clearly the various manifestations of the Spirit world at large. As for the Crown chakra, it takes exacting Self-Realizations to attain (to) It, for it is here that one attains to Self in the moment – where one is Oneself without reservation. Anything less falls short of the Crown chakra. All consciousness, and all sensation falls short of the Crown chakra, for when one attains to this “state of mind”, there is Nothing; for here one Transcends All!

Self-Awareness

The process of attaining the Crown chakra is extensive! Firstly one must at least know much of one’s illusionary (lower) self here on earth. This is one’s personality. In this way one must be what is termed an “old soul”. I personally don’t believe in old souls or one soul that knows more than another or that has experienced more than another. I believe only in the present moment, the only revelation of God to man, the fullest appreciation being but Self. I believe that my consciousness produces all things, through the action of Will, my Purest Essence. This Purest Essence is Nothingness; for it transcends All!

For the sake of the glamour of this meditation, one's vibrational essence must already be very high – in order to at least see the world as but a product of one’s own consciousness. Without at least a full (mental) realization of this, one would be hopelessly wasting one’s time with my meditational technique.

What is also required is an over-flowing peace of mind. The relaxation must be immense! One must simply be! This is after-all the nature and meaning of True Enlightenment.

One must become increasingly self-aware. This process must be accelerated to the point of being with oneself as Oneself - though, initially, to only become Oneself in fuller measure. There must certainly, at all times, be the underlying river of becoming. This must be the driving Force. This driving Force is of course Will, your Purest Essence.

Part of self-awareness is to be aware that all things are but projections of Oneself. All things are the respective ways through which you see and come to understand Oneself. One must, for example, be so in harmony with nature that one should feel that its essence is separated from one's (lower) self only by the constraints of this world. Only later on, will the reality of the Crown chakra to break down even these barriers! Before then though, if the third eyes are activated, one may well see the whole world coming to oneself. One will for example see in the very room, the universe contained in the eye of an animal, or the branches of trees swaying in the wind. For these are all things of the personality, one’s (lower) self that arise through a projection of the Cosmos (Mind). It is only up to the brain to see the Cosmos in this way. This is at least the level of harmony that one must first attain.

Ascending within oneself as Oneself is the “space” one should enter into when desiring anything to do with the Crown chakra. Initially, one must at least be in harmony with all things, and then be the embodiment of all things – producing all things as expressions of Oneself. One positively cannot proceed until this is completely mastered. There must be no imbalance within Oneself. So here one’s (lower) self and the Cosmos at large (Mind) must be One. When complete balance occurs, One indeed brings all things, for here, there is nothing outside of the scope of Self. This is the meaning of God, and of pure Consciousness. I know this fully since I experienced this fully.

God-Awareness

Once one understands just something tangible of what one really is, one can proceed to the next step and ascertain the meaning of that which is not yet oneself. To assert that some things still remain outside of oneself – such as other people, taxi-cabs, buildings, the thoughts of others, etc, is proof that one is still not attained to Self. There is thus still the illusionary concept of “God” there to represent all that which still remains outside of oneself. All these things have yet to be realized to be representatives or expressions of one’s True Self, not just in theory, but in reality! All these things are said to be “currently unattained”, and represent, for man, his illusive understanding of “God”. Such a warped, illusive understating is indeed the sole cause of all Glamour. This is sensation – pleasure and pain - the strictest meaning of madness!

So one must reach for that which is the unattained - i.e. to reach for “God”. This is actually the process of breaking down the difference between “you” and “God” – i.e. breaking down the illusion of duality – where one is deemed an individual being, separate from all else. It is here that one must will God's Presence. As shown earlier, this is done via one's own will, manifest as the Solar Plexus chakra state of consciousness. This process involves wanting the illusive notion of an external “God” to be with oneself, and then to allow “God” to be with oneself. “God” is created only when the attained knows that there is the unattained. You must therefore simply allow the Cosmos at large to enter yourself. This is essential in attaining to some understanding of Yourself.

One will find that if one does this properly time and time again, “God” will automatically meet with oneself as and when the unattained automatically becomes the attained. This can be viewed as a “process” of “enlightenment”. It is not pure Enlightenment, for pure Enlightenment happens only in the moment. This is the Buddha. This is Nirvana. Remember, our definition for “God” here is “unattained consciousness”. So simply allow for “God's” Presence by submitting to that which is “the unattained”. This is really the process of preparing one's (lower) self to embrace something of that which it (currently) isn’t. Here one is actually surfing the envelope of Mind, the Cosmos. It is here that there is no intelligence – only Reality, for here one’s brain is Mind.

Just as this world, through the means of an incarnation, freely manifests, so too can that which is not yet attained. Before one’s incarnation, this world was a part of “God” and was, at that stage, not yet attained. An incarnation occurred through and as a realization of the world, and so this aspect of Self/God came about through the expression of Self/God, appreciated by and as one’s illusionary “lower self”. In the same way, any Reality is entered into in the moment. I promise you that there is no difference in essence between your incarnation into this world and going into the Heavens through the various meditational techniques that actually work. There is no difference since both this world and the world of a meditation come about through an unbridled expression of Self/God, through the action of Will, the Creator, one’s Purest Essence. If a “reality” is entered into that is in any way less real that the reality of this world, then know indeed that you are simply playing around with your mind – getting it to think this or that! This is unfortunately the type of meditation taught in mainstream spirituality.

Piercing the envelope of self-attained consciousness spawns a new reality – representative of that which was previously unattained becoming attained in the moment! This is indeed the meaning of the Creator, one’s Purest Essence, Will. This is what happened when you became conscious “in” the world (as the world) for the first time. This was the point of Creation, for Consciousness, your consciousness, spawns all things. The moment your consciousness ceases to bring on the world, the whole world, and indeed the entire Cosmos will cease to be! When you die, the whole world passes away too. But it’s strange to look at that Truth in this way. The Truth is that you are Consciousness (Self/God) expressing Itself as all things, through the action of you Purest Essence, Will. There is never death – only what your consciousness brings on. Whatever you see, takes on an essence representative of a particular understanding of Yourself. It is in this way then that God is revealed to man. This is the meaning of the Present moment.

You must freely express your True Self without effort, so that a tear is made in your (earthly) consciousness, so that the previously unattained is attained in the moment! This is of course (of) Pure Enlightenment (Ultimate Enlightenment is but the attainment of Oneself). It is only the envelope of your consciousness that brings about the illusion of your being separate from “God”. So allow it to be severed! This is to be truly Conscious. Being truly conscious is always at the point before creation; and from that point onwards, Will dictates all things. It is because of this that reality is here with us today! This is the meaning of Self/God, and is what man has, through the millennia, strived to come to grips with. The mere fact that man has directed so much effort towards this is proof that it is but Himself after which he yearns.

Angelic Assistance

God’s Power is manifest in the form of Angelic Essence. Angels and demons are members of the illusive Glamour that is the Emotional (or Astral) body. Here angels are what constitute the manifestation of God’s Presence in the form of energy. Notice though that all this talk on God’s Presence is purely of the brain, for one has to firstly think in terms of God’s not being with you, and then being with you. By thinking in this way, you are only humoring the brain by making it easier for it to manipulate energies through the power of visualization. Know indeed though that, not only is God everywhere, but God is everything. Looking at God in terms of being separate from you, and as an Individual Being is strictly incorrect! Know too that the Spiritual Kingdoms too are but total illusions, for they represent the Glamorous aspects to Oneself, for they are not themselves Oneself, but simply expressions of Oneself. But of course all this incorrect understanding of God is necessary in order to enter the illusive Glamour of the Spiritual Kingdoms in the first place! So just as one can move about in the glamour and illusion that is this world, so too can one move about in the glamour and illusion of the other Spiritual Kingdoms. This is after all what this chapter is all about!

These particular Angelic beings are very playful, helpful, joyous, curious and powerful! Allow those beings compatible with the space of your own (lower) self to rise from within it to assist you. The Angels themselves will guide you as far as needed, and Yourself, Will, will guide you the rest of the way once you transcend this world and are on the quest to become all that is - that is, to become Yourself. So be with the Angels to start! Allow them to assist you by energizing you with Divine Energy.

Everything is simply energy, which is organized consciousness. This energy is freely available and there are plenty of packages (angels) of these energies to go around. You will know the very real presence and manifestation of angels. They will show you how to find Self/God! For they, like all things are the energies of Self/God, there only to point the way! It’s just that you can more readily work with these particular types of energies, since this is their nature. They aren’t called angels for nothing!

The Fine Art of Focusing

Focus can be termed “visualization through thought concentration”. It is an unavoidable element in attaining to the Crown chakra state of consciousness, where one must initially focus on “self”. This should anyway be an automatic ongoing daily exercise! But during specific times of focus, one must focus around being with “God” through Its angels, receiving freely their bountiful energies.

The whole point to “being with God and Its angels” is to build up the “Energy of God” into your heart (your Heart chakra), for it is only through the acquisition of much energy that one can possibly attain to the Crown chakra. Otherwise it is not at all possible, since one would never stretch the limits of one’s attained consciousness.

Concerning the pooling of energies, one must focus in this endeavor. But do not focus on focusing, for this is misplaced focus! It is better to focus only in the present. This is faith in God, for God is the present moment. This is to allow God, the unattained, latitude in one’s (lower) self, the attained. But even though this may work a few times, it may well cease to work after a while. The reason is that once one holds on to any particular technique of focus, then too much focus and loyalty is given to it. As a consequence, the technique ceases to work! So one might learn that it’s better simply to “be”. Again, this newfound technique might well work a few times, but loyalty to it may well detract focus, and so this method, too, may also cease to work after a while! So then one might then decide to not be loyal to any technique. But again the problem with this is that one will then be focusing on the endeavor not to be loyal! What's important is that whatever one does, focus must not at all be detracted from one’s present state of consciousness, whatever that consciousness. To this end, a “flat” mind is essential – where there is not a single uncontrolled thought within the brain. Within a “flat” mind though, in order to keep the brain happy, having a fresh angle of focus entices the brain into a sufficiently stable and sustained focus session, where the brain is neither distracted nor bored. The focus toward the manifestation and build-up of energies must be sustained without a single break for some time; otherwise one goes back to square one!

But what is it that one needs to focus on? One must focus on one’s Own Essence. This must be achieved and sustained for as long as it takes. For myself this is typically for around an hour. Simply become Yourself! This is attainable by all conscious beings. When done, it is done in the moment! Becoming Yourself is after all, by sheer definition, done so only in the moment. Becoming Yourself is the definition of Enlightenment, and indeed the meaning of the Crown chakra!

The Crown Chakra – A common method

This method is included in this book to serve as a point of reference. I have personally never attempted attainment of the Crown chakra through this means, since I already know of my own distinct way. I therefore encourage you too, to find your own unique way! Here is the method:

Relaxing

Find a hard wooden chair and sit upright on it.

Close your eyes and consciously relax your whole body from the tips of your toes to the top of your head.

Don’t ever move at all.

Breathe in and out normally. Once you find your brain starting to wonder, proceed with the next step.

Concentrate on your breathing. Breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth. Feel the air - its essence. Feel how it flows into your lungs, forcing them to expand. Feel the air as it flows slowly out of your mouth. Be aware of your breathing becoming lighter and slower as you sink deeper into the reflection of your breathing. But don’t ever get to the stage where you lack oxygen, for this will just distract your brain, and you would then have to start over.

If there are worries or blockages in your mind, visualize breathing in pure flowing white energy and breathing out these worries and blockages as black energy. Try and visualize placing these worries permanently in the heavens somewhere, never to return. For healing energy use green light energy. For a sense of well-being, use orange. At this point you are likely to want to return to your normal (worldly) consciousness if your brain has for some time been used to carrying around these worries or blockages. But don't! This is only a preparatory stage that must of course first be mastered before proceeding with the actual meditation itself.

Once one is cleansed, one can commence with “grounding”. At this stage your mind must be “flat” with no distractions within it at all. From this point onwards, you must be able to sustain this still, “flat” mind for an hour or so. If you are distracted at any point along the way, you would have to start over.

Grounding

This step is exceedingly important. Grounding will get you to connect with mother Earth so that energy will be drawn from Her instead of from yourself. Going into the Heavens on your own steam will sap you of your energy in moments! You can of course obtain energy from Angels/aliens and other obliging spirit beings, but its far more reliable to simply obtain them from Mother Earth. Your Root chakra has after all spawned Her!

Visualize roots from your Root chakra growing down through your feet and into the Earth, getting longer and longer. Imagine what it would be like to be in the soil and looking at the “animated” plight of the roots around the stones and through the soil. Smell the soil! Feel the roots go down!

Feel the roots cover the whole internals of the earth all the way to its core.

Feel very grounded to the Earth. Feel that you are one with the Earth in that you are connected to and have a special relationship with it, even to the point of being the very Earth Herself. Feel the physical manifestation of the “Spirit of the Earth” in this manner.

Know that you too are this same Spirit - that you and the “Spirit of the Earth” are one and the same. Continue this visualization process until you feel nothing but the earth as yourself and yourself as the earth. Once mastered, this is a realization of the Root chakra - the consciousness of physical reality (and its associate laws).

Once firmly in this consciousness, visualize the Energy of the earth being pulled/sapped up into your heart. This is actually the process of the Solar Plexus chakra (will) pulling energy in the form of “the consciousness of the physical” (the Root chakra), through the Navel chakra (your emotional dimension) and on to the Heart chakra.

This process must continue and the energy must build up and be contained within the Heart chakra. The energy must build to the point of explosion - and beyond. Only then can one perform a similar exercise for the Crown chakra. It follows next.

Vibrational Increase

Visualize yourself being filled with the color bronze, then silver, then gold. This is not a short process. For each color you must attain its vibration - bronze being slightly higher than normal human consciousness, silver higher still, and gold the highest. The idea is to adjust the perceptive frequency of your brain. Bronze looks into the world of angels/aliens/demons and spirits. Silver looks into the world of Cosmic Law (real Angels). Gold represents the attainment of Self/God.

If what you are experiencing is actually real and not strictly of the imagination, you will most certainly enter the respective realities as you rise in consciousness through them. These realities should be more real that the reality of this world. If it isn’t, question why!

You will often find yourself crying spontaneously as your brain grabbles with the necessary frequency adjustments, and especially when the emotional center, the Navel chakra, moves into alignment.

If your vibrational frequency has indeed increased correctly, your wings would have already automatically manifested at this stage; but if not, then simply visualize the wings and then see if anything really does happen!

Wings!

Visualize fibers of light along your spinal cord, on either side – pushing out through your back from beneath your skin and extending out as wings of light energy. As this happens, visualize your back splitting open*.

* For myself personally it doesn't happen like this! What happens is my back first splits open to facilitate the uncurling of “solid” wings. This is anyway the logical chorological order!

Note: You may have to practice this exercise 20-30 times before anything concrete ever actually happens. I would encourage you to make a point of getting this to happen, for when the Reality of the wings finally occurs, you will want to tell the whole world about them - so Great the Reality!

Connecting

Next, visualize the crown of your head opening and light fibers shooting out into and connecting with the physical universe (the stars, planets, etc). Later on you can connect with the subtle universes (the Heavens), and then ultimately, with the Cosmos at large (Mind) – where ones (lower) self and Mind are but One.

Once these fiber connections are solidly established, maintain this state – allowing for the continual flow of energy from the Earth into the Heavens. Be the interface between Earth and Heaven.

Continue this to way beyond the point of explosion. Sustain it for as long as possible without a break in focus. It usually takes myself about 40 minutes so to exponentially pool energy in my Heart chakra.

When ready, simply lower your head and visualize the stored energy cascading out along the previously-established Heavenly-connecting fibers in the form of white/blue elastic, rubbery Light.

Sustain this energy flow from the Earth to the Heavens as you enter a state of “becoming” and transcending much illusion. This is the path to self-attainment. Self-attainment, however, happens only in the moment. Only in the moment is one All!

Chakra Alignment

Once all chakra points are sufficiently realized (cleansed) so that there are no blockages or inhibitors to the flow of energy, then energy is automatically released into the Heavens via the Crown chakra.

Connecting energy can only flow as a direct result of chakra alignment. This is where each chakra is working in harmony with all the others to facilitate correct and effective energy flow. This is the holistic state where one is in complete harmony with oneself; since there are no conflicts in consciousness and thus no blockages in the flow of energy.

The splitting open of the back and the unraveling of the wings, the energy flowing through your Ethereal body as a “solid” rubbery white pipe of light energy that courses and pushes itself up through your physical throat as you lower the head of your physical body, and the popping of the Crown chakra as the light sprays into the Heavens, are all initial manifestations of the Crown chakra.

Once this is sustained for some time (30 minutes or so), attainment of the Crown chakra is possible. If you do not become the embodiment of all that there is or ever could be, if all things are not but Yourself freely expressed, if you are not Yourself alone, with nothing outside of Yourself, then know that you have not fully attained to the Crown chakra. Partial attainment has one being all things and knowing all things. Full attainment has One the embodiment of Consciousness. This happens only in the moment! It is when one attains to Self/God. This is the Crown chakra! Eventually, this too need be transcended, when one is found to be the Buddha. This is Nirvana – that which transcends All! This is but Will, one’s Purest Essence.

The Crown Chakra – My method

Although the consciousness of the Crown chakra has nothing much to do with the brain, various techniques of visualization can give the brain a better “idea” of the nature of such consciousness. This is done in the hope that somehow the brain will be shown just how to adjust its vibrational frequency of perception so that it can indeed become synchronized with the revelations of the Crown chakra state of Being. This will then give rise to the various “experiences” of the Crown chakra that can then of course be recalled by the brain.

Since the brain plays only a minor role, the mental focus aspect to this meditation can be only partial, because if it is full then one is only playing around with the brain - getting it to think this or that, or to visualize this or that! Being in partial meditation gives your other centers of consciousness the latitude to kick in as and when they need to. This is the process of the consecutive alignment of the various aspects to Oneself. This is precisely the goal of my meditative technique.

Step 1: Finding your lower self (Opening to the attained)

It is only through knowing what you are that you can enter into the Crown chakra state of consciousness. But before you can discover what you are, you need first to discover who you are. The “what” is your Higher self, whilst the “who” your lower self.

Focus on all that has contributed to who you are (your personality – your physical, ethereal, emotional, and metal dimensions). This involves everything in your life, leading up to the present. Focus on the highlights – both good and bad – on all traumatic experiences. Dwell especially on these! Face them head-on. See them for what they are – all contributory elements to one’s (lower) self here on earth.

Know that all things in existence are but organized energy – the products of organized consciousness – your consciousness! Know that, consciously, there is no difference in essence between any two things. Water and iron are but one and the same thing – energy, or organized consciousness. They differ only on how the energy is organized. And your consciousness does this. It organizes it so! This is after all how the whole world comes to one incarnate.

Know that all things are within you. Feel creation twist and turn and groan within you, as it desires to spring freely from within you - to represent you. Know that you are expressed everywhere as everything. Feel yourself as the air, hear yourself as the rustle of autumn leaves; see yourself as the bonfire. See yourself as cars, bridges, people, ideas, oil, rain, smog, etc. Use everyday things that you personally relate to – for these things are after all the various dimensions through which your incarnate self understands Yourself. So dwell on these dimensions – see yourself as them. Know that the whole world is but a presentation of Self/God.

Face everything that is in your mind. Go to those deep, dark, twisted and demented places of perversion, hatred, anger and pure evil. Go too, to those places of sound, pleasant thoughts, holiness and Divinity. Jumble them all up and know that they are just thoughts – mere vehicles of energy – your energy!

Push yourself into that aspect of Yourself called “the Heavens” as far as you possibly can. Strive to find Yourself and to be Yourself! Go to the most painful places. Don't be afraid of Yourself! Feel the pain! Feel the joy! Know that sensation is but an illusionary stepping-stone on the path to Truth (Oneself).

Let your imagination run riot, visualizing anything that just so happens to come to mind. Try and pull as many things into your mind as possible in a simultaneously fashion. Visualize all things in one go. Pretend as if to see all things “at once”. Eventually, when one attains to the Crown chakra, such a state of consciousness transcends all things, and so here one automatically embodies all things and can thus “see” all things in one go – in a flash – the whole way. Here one understands fully the fullest essence of all things. But for now though try and just imagine what it could possibly be like, simply to try and give the brain an idea.

Visualize your (lower) incarnate self from different angles. Look at yourself from behind your head, or from within the earth and up through your legs. Imagine too, moving through your body – cutting through it at different angles. Imagine what it would be like to be in your own body from the inside – moving through your veins and arteries. Visualize your body in different ways - as a long, thin pole or as a square box of flesh for example. Yes, regard the physical body as a mere lump of flesh! Purposely distorting and perverting the appearance of the physical body helps the brain to see oneself more readily as a Spiritual Being.

Know that a more truthful aspect of Yourself is but a multi-dimensional, inter-dimensional Cosmic Being! Know that the notion of Yourself as a Cosmic Being comes about through your own consciousness – just as does the whole world come about through (and as) your (lower) incarnate self. Dwell on this many times, knowing that you are but pure Consciousness - the Bringer of All!

If you are doing a good job, you might feel that you are at the point of loosing your mind! Don't worry. This is just all in the mind for now.

Step 2: Finding “God” (Opening to the Unattained)

Once consciously aware of your lower self to a sufficient degree, you must open up your heart to “God” – that aspect of Yourself not yet attained by your current earthly self. The opening up of your heart is driven by your own will, the Solar Plexus chakra.

Once you will the illusive notion of “God” to be with you and are fully energized with the power of “God” manifest within the Heart chakra, a lowering of the head is essential in getting that energy to rush through and spill over into the centers of consciousness above. When you feel this rush of energy, like a very stiff, rubbery light tube, slightly over two inches thick, firmly coursing through your throat and energizing the entire area of the back of your head and upper back, the direct Presence of “God’s” energy is indeed confirmed.

At this time, one can battle to speak because of the dense energy physically pressing against one’s vocal chords. It is for this reason that one’s voice becomes deeper and slurred, whilst in this trance. Not only does the voice change, but one has the sensation of needing to speak many different languages at once – many not even of this world, whilst others of ancient origin. It’s often garbled as many different languages may well spill out at once - spontaneously and uncontrollably!

For the novice, a rolling of the eyes automatically occurs, since it’s easier to maintain one's state in the Heavens if one completely aligns the physical body with whatever is the going vibrational consciousness. What then results is a trembling of the body and a rolling of the eyes. Since the physical body has itself become Cosmically aligned, it shakes violently as Cosmic energy surges through it, interfering with the electrical impulses of the nervous system. Through practice though, these physical responses can be completely done away with, where there is no need to align the physical body in order to assist the sustenance of the going state of consciousness.

So open your heart, lower your head and be with “God”! Yes, open it wide! The hairs on the back of the head stand on end. This would be in the area where a balding man would sport his bald patch.

The third eye sprays out blue lighting energy that cracks and buzzes (like the sound of strong buzzing electricity), and goes wherever visualized.

The entire top of the back tingles with yellow energy.

A triangle of elastic yellow energy forms from the “bald patch” area to the shoulder blades. Energies from the shoulder blades also join with each elbow and each wrist along the arms. These are all subtle chakras that are also pulled into alignment. Lines of energy join in this order:

Upon the receipt of Prana (Life Force), the five chakras that work together are the 2 temple chakras, the 2 kidney chakras and the Heart chakra. The temple chakras are triggered when all these are active and in synchronization, triggered by a lowing of the physical head whilst maintaining one’s “flat mind”. Lines of energy then move from the temple chakras, down through the ear chakras, the shoulder chakras and then down through and into the arms, energizing them with pure Life Force. As this occurs, the kidney chakras meet up with the lung and thigh chakras and proceed down the legs.

Step 3: Pooling the Energy

Allow “God’s” energy (angels) to enter you and to build up exponentially within your heart (the Heart chakra). This pooling is the process of attaining harmony with God as Oneself. This will give you the first-hand experience of the notion of Self/God – where the terms “Self” and “God” can be used interchangeably. To this end, one is beginning to be aligned with all things, embodied as Oneself, for Self/God is but Consciousness – the embodiment of All! This is the meaning of “soul” – the essence of “individuality” – the strictest of illusions! The only Truth is that which transcends All! It is not individual! It does not exist. It is not anything; neither is it even nothing, though it can loosely, as I have indicated through this book, be referred to as “Endless Nothingness”. But for now, be Self/God – the embodiment and Bringer of All, for this is indeed the essence of the Crown chakra Itself!

Allow the angels to offer up themselves as “packages” of energy to be contained within the Heart chakra. As more angels enter so do even more. It is in this way that the energy grows exponentially. After a while it reaches such proportions that it seems that some type of Cosmic “atom bomb” is contained within the envelope of one’s consciousness, awaiting release once one allows the envelope to be severed by consciousness not yet attained - “God”. This is at the point of Profound Enlightenment before there is anything. It is the point just before Creation. Later on, creation is sparked off as and because of Oneself through the action of Will, which, in this context, is endeared to be “the Creator”.

For myself, at this time, the envelope of my consciousness becomes inverted so that instead of it’s encapsulating my incarnate self, it envelops the entire Cosmos in the moment! It is here that my mind is the Cosmos at large. A whirlwind of blue / violet crackling buzzing energy whirls about my body in a 5 foot radius, usually clockwise, at about one revolution a second.

Step 4: The Manifestation of Wings

Feel your back start to split open, as the energy of “God” becomes increasingly manifest! This energy is the essence of Being (Self/God).

As one’s back splits open, one's wings unravel, uncurl and extend themselves. Mine are about 14 feet long (about 4 meters). In appearance my wings are much like those of a dragonfly's in that they are transparent and give off rainbow colors. The wings also have something of the colorful and flowing effect of peacock's wings. They also sport yellow sparks of light energy much like the sparklers on a birthday cake. These hang from the wing spines and make up the wings themselves with their sparkle. The wings reveal the glory of the Ethereal Body and come out as the subtle chakras become energized.

Wings!

This illustration shows the wings that uncurl themselves as a result of self-attainment. The thick lines represent the main stems whilst the thin attached lines represent the fibers of elastic energy attached to them. These wings reveal One’s Glory as the ethereal body and are not at all used for flight.

This way to the wings was revealed to me since it initially happened to me automatically. But practice makes perfect, and once one has found the “space” of one's wings, one can manifest them quicker and quicker. For example, it took me around 50 minutes to attain them the first time, even though I didn’t even know I had them! You see, I just so happened to be in a particular state of consciousness when they automatically came out! The next time, having now known the way back to that state of consciousness, took me about 20 minutes to get the wings back out again. The next time took me only 10 minutes. Now I can quickly manifest them in around 3 seconds*. It's all a matter of teaching your brain exactly how to attain the relevant vibrational state of perception.

* It’s not instantaneous, because these are real ethereal (physically subtle) wings that have to actually be uncurled in earthly space and time.

Note: Once the back has split open, the wings stretched out, and the third eyes realized, one must maintain one's focus for as long as it takes (typically around an hour of exponential energy pooling). If angels also energize you (as opposed to just Mother Earth), the time can be considerably shortened.

Step 5: Connecting

Self-realization comes about through full chakra alignment, where all centers are unblocked and in harmony with each other – freely expressing all things. The balance itself serves as one’s transcendence in consciousness for here it is Cosmic and unbiased.

When one transcends one’s prior consciousness, the envelope of one’s consciousness is of course severed, and the pooled energies are automatically released into the Heavens. The energy cascades out through the Crown chakra (as if out through the top of one's head) and meet with and give rise to even more Heavens. This is spontaneous creation. This is precisely how the world, in the moment, comes to a man – for his consciousness brings it on, as his own personal understanding of Himself.

As the mind and the Cosmos become One, all things rise freely from within Self, expressing Oneself as the multi-faceted Cosmos. Everything wells up from within Oneself. It is at this point that one is Oneself, freely expressing all things through the action of Will, one’s Purest Essence.

The Crown Chakra as Spirit Essence

The Crown chakra is most certainly associated with the essence of Being. It has been my experience that when I have invited a spirit to enter me, upon entry, my brain experiences the manifestations of that spirit's essence. What is seen is that spirit's light cascading as if from out the top of my head, and that spirit's accompanying wings. Upon re-entry, my spirit reveals its usual characteristics - again as my cascading light, shooting out of my Crown chakra, and my wings.

Whilst allowing the visiting spirit latitude, at first one cannot easily control just how the physical body would respond, since this is after all an altogether new experience, since every spirit is different! Typically heavy spasmodic shaking occurs and the eyes roll back in their sockets as the brain goes along with the marked energetic manifestations of the spirit. There are often severe vibrational adjustments required in order to keep up with the spirit; and one has to maintain a “flat mind” so as to freely allow for such vibrational shifts. It is only the maintenance of such a “flat mind” that gives rise to the shaking. The body convulses like crazy because of the vast amounts of energy surging through the nervous and muscular systems. After some practice as a medium though, all this shaking and eye rolling is soon controlled, as the physical body is divorced from the alignment and thus the experience. For the novice though, it’s just easier to align the physical body in order to help maintain one’s mental vibration.

Communicating the Events

The Crown chakra state of consciousness transcends all – creation, space, time and so on. It is the final encapsulation of All. It is thus pure Consciousness – the meaning of Self/God. So what if one needed to communicate with others back in this world what was happening in the Reality of the Crown chakra? Here's how I do it. Once There, realize that you are There but not in full measure. I say this because you need to control the extent of the manifestation of the Crown chakra. So arrive at a balance. Become balanced between this world and the Heavens, just like one achieves a balance between being asleep and awake when having lucid visions just before one falls asleep, for example. A similar principle is used when entering and moving about the various astral planes of the Emotional body. As far as the Crown chakra goes, being too conscious of this world, only brings one back here. Letting go the whole way automatically embodies all things as Self/God.

If you talk, try not to actively think. Thought will definitely seek to channel you back here (for thought is the vehicle of energy). And if you think in terms of this world – how you are going to construct your sentences, what language you are to speak, how you are to bring meaning to what is being said so that others here can relate to and understand it, then back here you will manifest, as your consciousness becomes so corrupt that it again brings on the glamour that is this world! So even try and talk. Don’t even collect thoughts! Remain mindless. Speak spontaneously only as and when bits of energy filter back here, through the introduction of glamour, and allow for this. Don’t even worry about the language that might come out. Just talk spontaneously!

It is largely pointless communicating the events whilst near the Crown chakra state of consciousness, because the whole point is to actually attain to it, and it is of course not possible to talk whilst as the state of the Crown chakra, for here there is nothing but Oneself. There is no Mind/Cosmos or creation. Instead one is Self/God, the embodiment of All! This is Pure Consciousness, which through Will alone, spontaneously manifests all things as the various dimensions or aspects to Oneself. That which transcends even Consciousness Itself is Itself Transcendence (Endless Nothingness), one’s Purest Essence, Will.

As already mentioned, the energy flow is so intense that it feels like a thick rubber pole of energy coursing through the throat and exploding out the top of the head. It is exactly for this reason that when one talks, one's voice deepens and sounds very slurry. When talking from near the Crown chakra, you will always sound very different because this thick pole of energy is physically blocking up your throat, thereby physically affecting the elasticity of the vocal cords. The reason for a slurry voice comes from the fact that the mouth, tongue and especially the cheeks become energized to the point of numbness (similar to the numbness of dentists’ injections years ago). This is so because the entire column of the physical body is penetrated from root to crown by the exacting and focused energies (angels) of “God”. It is as if a near 5-centimeter thick tube of white rubbery light energy vertically penetrates right through the physical body.

You will usually find many thousands of languages wanted to come forward, many of them alien “tongues” and instances of telepathy, where imagery instead of sound also needs to come to this world. These come from the far reaches of the Heavens. It is for this reason that injustices and cases of abuse are channeled from these “far-reaches” of the Cosmos for this is how far their hosts have pushed their own voices! These voices can be found along the envelope of Mind, the Cosmos. These are usually the victims of extreme “inhumanities” whose energies are still floating about. Their vibrations are too high to incarnate again, but too low to move on to Themselves (their own respective Paradises). So they just hang about in the Heavens. All such energies are found along the envelope of the Cosmos. These are, if you like, “lost souls”. Other spirits, too, would want to come along and have their say! And the more that come, the more follow suit, because a river of channeled energy is quickly developed – and many spirits see the river of opportunity, jump in, and catch a ride!

Thought and other vehicles of consciousness too, place themselves along the envelop of Mind, the Cosmos, there to counteract undesirable energies. For example if someone is abused in this world, the essence of that person’s (lower) self wants nothing to do with this world and so hangs out in the Heavens a lot so as to Cosmically balance the entire situation. It is for this exact reason that many abused people become very spiritual and a few spontaneously Enlightened, for their brains are the Cosmos!

Staying in the world when all that the personality needs to do is to escape such abuse renders the Cosmos momentarily out of balance; and so Cosmically, something has to correct that imbalance. For many it’s the brain that does this. So the brain either buries the abuse (along the furtherest regions of the Cosmos as stated), or it pushes the brain there in which case the person becomes profoundly brilliant to insane, where many, sadly, become Religiously fanatical!

You are the director of whatever energies rise from within, and can control whatever you will allow to come forth. Remember that all spirits, like all things, are but aspects to Yourself.

Note: I’m not talking about channeling spirits hanging about in the Astral Plane. This is done readily and communication is relatively easy since thoughts are free to be actively spawned. No! I’m talking about the myriad traces of spirit essence as contained in the furtherest reaches of the Cosmos - there acting out their roles as balancing forces much like the weight on a seesaw – the further away from the fulcrum, the greater its influence. Abuse is a terrible force for it is nothing but the rape of the personality. To counteract this, the broken pieces are found sprinkled way out there in the furtherest regions of the Cosmos, and it is this spirit essence that you bump into shortly before you attain to the Crown chakra.

In Summary